Just another thing I’ve felt drawn towards. Not as much as other areas, but they have intrigued me. There is something on a very deep and personal level that pushes me or presses down upon me – yeah that kind of feeling. Any time I have tried to give it more though, meditate on it I always end up deeply depressed and I feel like crying.
Maybe there is something there, and your ass can bet I’m too frightened to find out what it is.